Just can't live that negative way...make way for the positive day!--Bob Marley

Everything reminds me of him. He's the only real boyfriend I've ever had, and I don't mind that in the slightest. I know I shouldn't put everything on this, but I can't help it. It's beyond my control now. I don't see my future without him. It's unimagineable. This last year is it, the determiner. If it goes the way I think it will, there's just no way we could separate. But that still doesn't keep me from mulling over it..