jks808
Just can't live that negative way...make way for the positive day!--Bob Marley
Insanity
I didn't do a weekly recap last week due to my own insanity or whatever. For some reason, last Friday I told 2 of my friends to go up to one of the guys I like and tell him that I like him and all that...His reaction was pretty much how I predicted, he's never had a girlfriend before, and probably thinks no one has ever liked him. (As sexy as he is, I don't know why!) He said he's not ready to be in a relationship yet, and his mom would flip anyway. Acceptable. (We ARE young, but hey? I can't help if I like someone!) So at that point, I was ok with it, and glad that I did it, until Monday...I could tell he was avoiding me. HE said a few things to me, a few. Yesterday was just as bad, didn't speak a word. Today was better though. At first it wasn't though. See, my friend was making a seating chart for Math/Study hall, and put me next to the guy, 'cause he knows I like him and I'd be happy. Then today, he's a seat away from him. He (my friend) says that he didn't want to sit next to me because it would be awkward because of what happened on Friday. My other friend asked him at some other point in the day about it, she said he said the same thing. So then I was like, "Forget it, I don't like him anymore. He's avoiding me" I was reeeeeeally pissed off, and sad. But then something happened at Science class...HE SAT NEXT TO ME!!!! I decided to keep liking him. We talked some. I felt a hint of awkwardness, but hey, it's getting there. At least he sat next to me and talked to me. So now I feel like an ass, and wish I had never did that. WHY DID I FUCK UP A GREAT THING!?!?! He was sitting next to me every day, twice a day, we talked, he viewed me pretty highly, and I got to spend more time with him, becuase he had no damn clue that I was interested in him that way....So beautiful...and I RUINED IT!!! I guess it holds true that some things are better left unsaid. Things were perfect the way they were. Now it'll never be the same. And it's a shame 'cause I really like him. But on a happier note, I met a new guy yeterday! I was at chorus, and he noticed my Ozzy shirt. Thought it was "different" that I like Ozzy. (Yeah, African American heavy metal fans are uncommon XD. He is black too not to mention) So we started talking. He was sooo flirting with me! He's cute too. 
Today as I was leaving school, I saw him. He came up to me and's like "Hey, you're the girl who likes Ozzy, I don't know your name. My names (so and so)" So I told him my name, introduced him to my friend, and we were talking and walking to the buses. He said he's from Florida. We walked out to the buses, and talked some more. It was nice. We said bye, and that we'll see eachother tomorrow in chorus. I love when I meet new guys. 
It's a little late in the year, but so what? I always need to like more than 1 person. (Unfortunatley my #1 has a GF 
(Sucks don't it?) Well yeah, that's some info on my "love life" (as if you wanted to know) and why I didn't write last week, except about AI.
Today as I was leaving school, I saw him. He came up to me and's like "Hey, you're the girl who likes Ozzy, I don't know your name. My names (so and so)" So I told him my name, introduced him to my friend, and we were talking and walking to the buses. He said he's from Florida. We walked out to the buses, and talked some more. It was nice. We said bye, and that we'll see eachother tomorrow in chorus. I love when I meet new guys. It's a little late in the year, but so what? I always need to like more than 1 person. (Unfortunatley my #1 has a GF (Sucks don't it?) Well yeah, that's some info on my "love life" (as if you wanted to know) and why I didn't write last week, except about AI.No Redemption Songs - Emancipate yoursleves from mental slavery?
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